Duplication

I'm feeling kinda disillusioned, demoralized, destroyed by the Physics mock exam from yesterday. The questions were imbalanced, literally. Normally exam-style papers come with both easy and tough questions at the same time, however, this paper - set by none other than Mr Lim, showed no mercy to any of the students. It definitely broke all of our confidence momentarily towards capturing the A* in A-Levels.. as the hard work and effort we put in during those sleepless nights, harping and chewing on repeated stacks of notes were to no avail of answering those absurd questions.

It's convincing though that, many of us are quite confident that we would not do that well for the exam and thus, ended up volunteering to join the 'Roti Kosong' Game, and shockingly, Esther included. For your information, I started the Roti Kosong game for the last class test to punish those that got the highest among us group of people. So the objective of this game is, the top scorer among us will have to belanja roti kosong, a piece each, to the participants of the game, in exception of the lowest scoring one, who in turn will get two.

So, this is the retarded bit, and I guess you can call it karma. I ended up getting the highest among the group, along with Shi Yong (not surprising). -_- and we had to belanja everyone in the game, so all of them got two pieces. And the lowest scoring one got 4 piece.. LOL.

Recently, I'm engrossed to Dota 2, after learning the ropes to the game. It was a difficult transition period for me, from Map Observing, Killing and even Warding. I wasn't used to the graphics as things seemed to be messy compared to Dota 1. Luckily that only lasted a while though, and now every Thursday Friday Saturday, I would spend some time off the studies to dota with my Group A classmates. We are pretty good individually but, haplessly, our teamwork aren't the same YET.

Well, I guess chemistry isn't built in a day.

On to the next thing, one of my brothers, Mr Kelvin, had officially coupled. Well, all the best to him. Now, he is succumbed to all the teasing and jokes that our gang drown him with. But not bad lah, at least he escaped the Bachelor's Party and got a pretty pretty and cute gf too. ;)

Also, to be honest, this also made me thought about all these relationships and stuffs.

The last for me didn't end very well. I supposed this experience had placed a great influence towards my thoughts of having a relationship. My mentality has changed, and towards this matter, I feel that I have become more mature in this subject. Though, sincerely speaking, seeing my friends, (though not many yet), slowly leaving and started hanging out pair by pair, it indirectly gives me a feeling of loneliness.

This is not a rushing matter anyways. The most important thing is to find the right one and make her my last.



“Everything negative - pressure, challenges - are all an opportunity for me to rise.”

Kobe Bryant 

#Motivation.