Saturday, December 31, 2011

2011 funniest moments for me.

Top 10 Funny Moments of 2011.
1)
In Uncle's Car..
Jay:"Where should we go for gathering?"
JunWei:"We should so really go to Red tube.."
*Awkward silence followed by LOLOLOL*

2)
In Pangkor..
Bra:"Give him a lap dance"..
Jay:"On.. Come on lap dance..tek.. a while only"
Tek:*NOOOOOOOO..*

3)
Sex Education:
Wyn Yun:"Sei yeh.. write what question now for the people"
Jayden:"Ask them how to bake a creampie.."
And Shirlena turns..

4)
Walking from prefect room:
Zhong Yih :"I know my turtle bag damn beautiful.."
Jayden:"So does your turtle head.."

5)
Sex Education:
Jay:"Why Virginity is so important to girls.."
MunChun:"你今晚给我插看"

6)
In Class:
Lii Xiang:"Jayden You Suck"
Jayden:"WHATS YOUR PROBLEM NOW!"
Lii XIang:"YOU.."
Jayden:"WHAT YOU WANT? WHAT YOU WAN NOW LOK LII XIANG. APA YOU MAU #)(@!)("
Lii XIang:*remains silent*

7)
Mr Tee teaching in front of class..
*Whispers* He really needs a hair transplant.. serious man.

8)
In Epc:
Someone:"I <3 Dogs"
Me:" I <3 pussy.. cats"

9)
Movie You're the Apple of my eye:
Random Uncle:"I FUCK YOU MOTHER.." LOLOL

10)
Bryan's Boob Grab Motion.. WADAFAK MAN. HAHAHA

Friday, December 30, 2011

A day out with my lovely kyan XD

Two days already passed by since your birthday. (; But still, happy belated birthday. haha..

Ok. A recap of what I've done on that day.

Recap
1st
- Reached Sunway at 9.15, thinking that no one would know about my appearance.
- Tried out guitars with John at 10.00 still thinking no one would know about my appearance.
- 10.30 a group of people walked pass Guitar Collection. LOLOLOL.
- Got fooled around in the Sunway searching for the gang, with Bryan refusing to respond to me and John which made us quite fakap.
- Reached Cinema, meet up with the people, so.. MI-4 eh?
- Broken up.. with me, John, Lii Xiang to go and welcome the arrival of the birthday girl.

2nd
Met up with Kit Yan close to noon. Well.. pretended not to see her when both Lii Xiang and John already knew it's her. Okay.. this was out of my expectations tho.. I thought she would come with something manly, cool, awesome which will make me go.. 'Wa.. so lan yeng ah'.. but well.. that day, the only thing I can say was.. 'You're beautiful..'

Okay, so all of us met up, went to bowling. Ok, so I named myself PRO.. which didn't really suit my performance on that PARTICULAR day. AND YES JOHN YOU ALMOST GOT A TURKEY BUT YOU DIDNT SO SHADDAP. Yeah, had quite a ball that time. Well Al Vin was the MVP that time, Kudos to him. X)

So, unfortunately, the skating plan was cancelled, there's no apparent reason though. But, majority had voted for bowling. So after bowling, we went to some place to get lunch.
Okay, the initial plan was for John and Xiang to go get the cake, and I'm supposed to ask Kyan out for a walk. o.o Well, John didn't tell me when to get back.. So we walked for quite some time eh. Thank god the food's not served yet when we got back.

Okay, so with the photos and stuffs.. happy birthday song, cut the cake, eat cake. And with all of the people playing their smartphone, posting photos on fb. updating statuses and etc. Were almost late for the movie though.

Mi4, okay the movie was awesome, realistic, epic. Though I didn't notice the one beside me was cold.. (Gome.. ><).. though I was warm throughout lolx. And also, first time movie no popcorn for me haha. Nothing to munch on :/

After the movies, yes my phone vibrated when I was on business.. wafak. So everybody had to go back.. until I decided to stay back to accompany my girl.. (so.. I can use this word already right x) ) Yeah.. Returned what I had owed, chatted while sitting somewhere close to the entrance. Didn't move much around with a lot of stuffs in our hands.




Okay, well it came all of a sudden that I suddenly thought of Xy's advise.. " Just follow your heart.. " and Yeah I confessed again. Hmm.. so this time finally got a nod and an 'orh' from you eh? Yay XD.. So now you're officially my girl d lah? (: Hahas.. Happy die. XDDDDD

So anyways, have so much to learn now. (; But thanks for giving me a chance..




WAIT WAIT. Seriously no one got fooled.? Damned it.

Monday, December 26, 2011

Hohoho.. wait.. Christmas ended eh?

Walking around 1U with a Santa hat pinned on my hair was SICK. :D My sis thought it was okay but my bro made it sound like something embarrassing to do.

Well I did it anyways. x) BALLS MAN.


Three days right before Christmas, I spent my days in Penang Island. A beautiful place which is well-known of its sandy white beach and blue sea. My last visit to Penang was during March.. and my impression of the 'oriental pearl of Asia' was that it seldom rain here.

Well, to my surprise.. a heavy downpour occured on the very first day of the trip. It also did rain on the following day, bt it didnt stop us from having fun ;)

Ok there was one incident, where we were suppose to travel 26km from hotel to eat a decent plate of Char Kuey Teow. To get to our destination, it required GPS as dad wasn't really sure of the route. So, being the eldest son, (damn), I'm suppose to navigate the trip.

And you guys know my poor sense of direction.. and don't need me to explain more..



Everything was smooth at the very beginning, until the time we almost reached our destination, little did I realize we actually got off track.

Anyways, thank god we get to taste some kick-ass Char Kuey Teow at last. x) Still.. no sign of Mic.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Hmm..?

Dayum, I lost to my brother in badminton yesterday. I had been playing terribly awful yesterday, losing him in terms of power and defense. Well, I had a better stamina getting front and back the court with speed. Though, I had a defensive liability.. my injured left knee..

My left knee had been occasionally bugging me on and off the court.. I hurt myself during the start of form 3.. which I made a friggin wrong move that had me landed on all fours on the ground. I got pushed when I was attempting a shot while playing basketball and the inertia sent me flying and had my landing position all wrong. And that's it.. my ligament is stretched, loosened, weakened.. what can I say.


And Oh yeah, My brother just told me, he confessed to his long-time crush during his graduation school trip to Singapore, truth-or-dare style. Well, he's getting himself all paranoid now with me and my sister, Edane, bugging him with this matter for a moment now. First time that I have seen my flirty brother actually getting all fucked up because of a girl. Aha.. XD

Truth-or-dare confession.. Hmm.. Certainly brought back memories eh? *blush*

Sunday, December 11, 2011

No PP day.. LOL

Moshi moshi everyone, it's been a while since I came back from my Turkey trip..

It's been a great journey there, the wind felt like non-cutting ice daggers, the view was amazing.. We visited various places.. changed about 5 hotels.. visited some bazaars which sold cheap stuffs which wouldn't last for long. Lol

Everything was fine until I tasted the food.. It fuckin sucks.. -.- Not the food there tho.. it's their buffet. Really not my style. Few meals there require us to eat Ikan Bakar.. which has awful lot of tiny bones. (Damn I hate boney fish).. Due to my awesomeness, I decide to swallow everything straight with the bones.

Hot-Air Balloon Ride was sick. We(4 families 20 ppl) got to fit ourselves in a massive basket (or bin.. whatever) and hover at around 7000 feet above the sea level. The temperature also declined greatly in our trip up in the sky. My face was dead dry and my brother ended up squatting and hiding on a small corner of the basket. My friend, Wei Jin, ended up passing his hot-pack from his right to left hand repeatedly before he got frozen.

The rest of the days ended with lots of history about the area.. which reminded me quite a lot about our sejarah exams. Whenever the guide, Abdul Kadir, mentioned about Greek, Alexander the Great, Byzantine.. etc, all the past memories kept flooding in. God, it was a hard phase to memorize all these shit. Apart from that, Kadir seemed to handle the history quite well, guessed he scored straight for his local history test last time.

There was this time that I had a fever during the trip. It was during the near ends of the trip though and so luckily I hadn't missed me and was able to catch up with the rest. Panadols really did the trick. x)



It really felt good bringing the laptop for the trip. Got to stay connected with you. :D Though the time difference is about 6 hours, I still managed to chat with you personally at several locations. Leaving offline messages were my last resort and I was shocked when you actually replied it. x)

Thanks for making me feel warming from so far away in that cold cold place..

Arigato Baka. xD

Monday, November 28, 2011

28/11/2011

This morning, FUCK, woke up at 10.. THEN.. was about to go downstairs to shower and have my breakfast until.. I heard a violin sound. DAYUM.. my sister's learning violin with her teacher at the living room. At that time, I was wearing what.. Boxers and Singlet?.. To keep my well-built reputation in front of the teacher, I decide to stay in the room.. How long can 1-hour be?

Wadafak.. Guess what? After the violin teacher gone off.. The guitar teacher came by to prepare my bro for his guitar examination at the eleventh hour. (He's my teacher too).. And now, I have to get stuck in the room for another 1 hour. FUCK. Suan liao.

So another 1 hour have passed by, and so I exited my room.. until I heard some aunt's voice. BITCH. That voice lasted for 1/2 an hour.. -.- By the time I get to shower, it's already 12.30.. damned. DAMN YOU ALL.

So yeah, when I was clearing up my room, I found a pretty old Ps2.. and miraculously it was able to work. 'WIN', I thought. Finally, something to add onto the boring, typical holidays. Too bad, I had only maybe a few not up-to-date games, for example, Winning Eleven 09' Nba 09' and maybe a supposed-to-be demon like game but turned out pretty animeish.. Soul Nomad : The World Eaters.



Haha.. But what actually took the most time these few days is texting you lo. Had to check the cell (CELLPHONE) all the time, just in case I missed one of your texts. And luckily I haven't missed once. XD

Yes, I miss you and dan xin your health when you're off for the trip in Genting. So you better learn how to take better care of yourself kay?

Baka.. X)

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Time to gear up?..

My dad told me something today, right before he went to bed.

"Spm's coming.. you know what to do.."

It's almost 2 now.. and this sentence is stuck in my brain. Hmm.. come to think of it. It's really time to prepare myself for the exams. It's November now.. so.. December, January, February, March, April... yeah about 11 months to prepare from now on. But then, hey, it's senior year man.. time to have fun, time to create unforgettable memories among ourselves. Surely you can't backtrack the time eh?

Come to think of it, I'm actually quite looking forward to the coming year. Firstly, I get to drive, and that will be madness for my parents. Muahaha. Driving is not easy, from what I heard. But hey, I really enjoy driving the crazy machine in the arcade. But then you normally get another chance after you crash and burn in the race. So yeah.. ._.

Next year.. next year..

I can't really think of any special events for now.

And God FINALLY, my Aran made 3rd Job Advancement. :DDD

Also bought The Sorceress from the Nicolas Flamel Series and Son of Neptune from Percy Jackson Series. Gotta start reading soon. (Y)

Studying bio at midnight is not fun. ._.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Its 2.10 a.m.

Ohaiyo Mina. :D

It's 2 in the morning now..

Weird eh, I'm not yawning.. I have no idea why. Maybe I'm just not lethargic enough yet?.. I slept about 10 hours the night before.. guessed that extended my stamina for tonight eh. End up blogging and watching Zack and Cody here in the living room..

It's been 3 days since my dad left overseas for China. Finally, I got my old night-roaming life back.. momentarily anyways. I'm actually grateful for him to force me to bed early. But, too bad, there's always a last resort -- Via Sms. So much for the technology. xD

So here's a quick summarized version of my first week of lifelessness.

Monday - Last week of Bio Tuition til next year. Hoorah.
Tue - Physics Tuition about Volkswagen.
Wed - Outing with Tek, Bryan, Xin Ying, Rach and the Twins. :)
Thurs - Maple Maple Maple.
Fri - Chemistry and Outing and Chat.




Okay, here's the small part of post for you again :D

For the first time, I had a private conversation alone with you.. in person. (Finally XD) Well.. my mind was running with crap that time so, Crapped a lot with you. (: There's also the long awkward silence among it tho.. Blek :P

Anyways, you said that you're gonna bake cookies right?
Remember to bake some for me hor.. ><.. I'm hungreh..
Will miss you during the hols... Baka..

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Out of the House.

First outing for me in the holidays. Quite an unexpected one I would say. Somehow I managed to slot myself into a group of new friends eh. Not bad not bad. :D

So, I had to switch my guitar class earlier to attend this outing. (Sorry teacher.. ><) And I got to mess with Bra in the morning. Muahaha.. Told him that I'm reaching McD while I'm still at the gate. Lmao. We met a last. Our group of 5 without the twins..

The main aim for this outing was to watch 'The apple of my eye', a movie based on the well-known novel written by Nine Knives. A, I would say, perverted.. but mostly.. complicated relationships with a sad ending for the guy I would say.

Okay.. So I sat with Bra..and.. thin air in the cinema. Oh gawd.
Movie : You're the apple of my eye
What I've learnt:
1) Do not DSQ in class.
2) Relationships are fun yet torturing.
3) Stand up for something you think it's wrong.
4) Some Japan Av's name.
5) A place with no people has better signals.
6) When you have a chance, go for it.
7) Gay in shower is ==".

Had a small conversation between Bra and Xy after the movies when the rest went home first. Accompanied them until they went home.



I still feel sad for the main actor.. Aww...

Sunday, November 13, 2011

What now..?

Sometimes, I do wish there aren't even long-term holidays.

It actually takes more brain-power to think and sort out the time for our holiday to be beneficial. Let's see.. I have outings, guitar classes, tuition classes to attend to and oh.. Maplestory, Sdo? for entertainment. Typical holiday I guess? Well, my dad, alongside with his friends decide to organize a trip to Turkey. Yeah.. the place which had earthquake and kill hundreds of people..

Of all places.. there.. =="

My mind still cannot register the fact that.. I'm growing up. Time flies like an eagle. Quick and sharp. It's gonna be the end of the year pretty soon. Fast eh?.. Very.

I can't define how much fun I had this year. Thank God, seriously thank god the whole class was sociable much. No one was really an outcast, even Timothy was able to find his group of friends. Definitely a striking contrast to last year.

Come to the fact that, I have a new group of friends now, that I've kinda miss my brotherhood. It's been a while since I join them, haha.. Awesome people man. Always there to help when you need them. All the times we played basketball. X)

Listening to Bullet For My Valentine now..

And the Head-banging goes on.. x)

Friday, November 11, 2011

It Ends.

F4 Life. Officially ended.

Mixed feelings.. :X Having heart attack basically the whole day. Well, attempted a card trick today but failed with the whole crowd staring at my hands. Woi.. Pei He Yi Xia larh. o_o Spamming '0s' the whole way today.. everybody gets some tight hand smacking.


Got my report card today.. And swoosh.. for the first time got into the Top 10. Felt like a black horse back then.. I believed none had actually expected my name to be in there due to my dilly-dally appearance. Somehow, still, I didn't manage to impress my dad, although he keeps mocking me saying that I will NEVER EVER get good results. Fuck it. Imma chase him to get me my new laptop soon.



Aww.. Didn't manage to hug you today..
Arghhh.. Sob Sob.. ><
Managed to walk you out to the bus stop.. and somehow I get a goodbye slap..o.o
And I actually smiled after that.. x)

Thanks for making my F4 life a enjoyable one, Kyan.. :)

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Coming to an end..

Finally.. Form 4 life is coming to an end..
Well.. There's always next year.

Though we can never pray and hope to return our past eh?.. For me.. I've never regretted a single thing this year. And for the first time.. my 3-term results ended up as a V shape parabola. :) Impressive I would say.. Little did I expect it to come. o.o


Time for a recap.


Before the start of my F4 school life..I actually complaint a lot about being distributed into 4S3..

What to do? At the sight of Timothy's name.. I just crumbled into pieces. 'Gawd I hope it would not turn out as a quiet, peaceful class..' Well, John's name also appeared at the bottom of the list. Thank God, there's another troublemaker to break the silence in class and a friend to close bond too.

As time progresses, 4s3 became a part of my life.. I get to know most of the class anyways. Socializing among my classmates are not a problem.. since most of them are kinda playful and outspoken. (Unlike what I had expected.) Until sometime, Epc was born. A porn-club at first.. a talk-anything-you-want club later on.



To top it all.. 4s3'11 is coming to an end.. and I'm gonna miss everyone whom have brought me so much happiness and make this year a thrilling year for me. ><



><.. I'm always happy to be able to walk out with you..
Thanks for giving me a chance to pei you..
Well 2moro's my last chance so WALK SLOWER.. Muahaha.

LOL.. prepared to get return slapped tomorrow?..
And I'm hungry.. T.T Cookies after the holidays Pleaseeee... :D

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Idle.. ><..

Aww.. Feel so lifeless now.. Haven't touched book since.. wait since when?


...2 more days..

Thursday and Friday left until the schooling come to an end..

Sad Sad Sad Sad Sad..

Me wanna cry liao.. T-T

Exams came a little too late. There wasn't much time for my friends and I to enjoy the post-examination mood. Come to think of it.. this year passed at the speed of light without us actually realizing that 'Hey! It's almost the end of school!'. Like wadafak man..

Gosh.. I'm already 16 now. And I'm still acting so immature and playful most of the time.. Man, Gonna 17 soon eh. I'm so happy that at the thought of.. I will be driving a car next year. :X Daytona USA for the win. (Well, you can just restart when you're car crashes in the game.. in reality.. then forget it :X) LOL.




Wakaka.. Today get to walk out with Kyan again. XD
Weeee.... ><..
Well before that I got mass-slapped by her.. She's dead tomorrow.
You heard that Baka Kyan.. Muahaha..



All the hardwork.. resulted in No: 11th for the moment.

Monday, November 7, 2011

It'll never be the same again..

Ohmai.. My baby is now in the guitar repair shop.. ToT

Can't wait for it to come back on Wed. RAWR.



Lalala.. Epic Nyan Cat XD..Randomness. :X


So, Today I actually baked cookies again with my sister and her friend, with lots of help from the new maid, she's really making wonders when it comes to food. :X Ohmai, I'm turning fat. :X No worries, doing hell lots of sports should keep me fit and healthy. :)

So, come to think of it, baking cookies are not that hard. Not exactly as hard as I had expected. So, today, it's mint chocolate chip cookies. Taste awesome though, that's what Jing Yi said. (Sister's friend) She lent a helping hand in the process too. Thanks Jing Yi! (If you will ever see this) :)




I kept my promise for letting you taste 幸福的味道.. x)
Happy? XD

Now I am really wondering what to say to break the silence tomorrow? Rawr..><..

Maybe I should start by slapping you in da face.. Heheheh. x)

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Tap Beats. :)

Addicted to Air-drumming lately..

Those beats just comes to me.. and in a few sec.. I will be nodding and headbanging along to the beats. Normally, it all comes from all the fast.. and heavy music.. yeah.. Begging my bro to teach me during the hols.. o.o

So yeah that's about it.. Time to continue my anime.. :X




You mau cookies arh? You can bake yourself lah.. ><..
Bluek. :P

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Free and Easy., (:

Everything's over now..

Though after the storm.. there isn't necessary a rainbow which appear..

Demo (But in Japanese..)

There's always a clear sky. (:

For the first time after a long time.. my mind in peace..

The mist, haze which blinded me before is cleared..

Pieces of my conscious forged themselves back together.. xD


SOMEHOW..

I broke my guitar string today..

Too syok le bah.. One bend the whole string boomed.. :/

AND..

Wee.. I actually baked cookies today muahaha.. No worries it's edible.. and it tastes awesome okay..




Baka Kyan..

Have Faith in my cookies larh..

Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee... ><.

Friday, November 4, 2011

To Rest Of The Epcians:

Xin Ying :

I didn't know what I did was right or wrong? Glad that I made things clear for you. And exposed the truth to you. Thanks for trusting me.. that I didn't hurt him intentionally. It's always a pain for me to see you.. confused over some stuffs. Where's the old Xin Ying, I miss her.. The jolly, energetic one.. that I haven't seen in quite a while now.

Xiao Qi :

Thanks for accompanying me during this hard and challenging phase.. Trying to cheer me up and keep me from emotional break down. Although how poor your results is.. you still tries to cheer me up.

Alvin :

I'm sorry you somehow being dragged into this.. and get mind fucked.. and suffered emotional problems.. ANyways today let you shake dao shuang d.

Chuen Hong :

I think I hurted you the most. I didn't know you were also so emotional. No matter what. after the rain there's always a rainbow. x) Sorry, for putting you in such an unfavorable condition.

To Kyan:

'You are not suppose to be hear listening.. Why are you here? You should not be here.. Get away.. please..'

This was what ran through my thoughts when I talked to tek yesterday. I didn't want you to get hurt emotionally. I can be dead serious when it comes to friendship matters.. and my words are like javelins.. I can always throw it to the one I want to talk to.. and in the end.. somebody else gets hurt..

Seeing your tears filling up your eyes.. I couldn't take it.. The conversation still had to go on.. and deep in my heart.. I thanked Bra for bringing you away from the scene.. I didn't want to hurt the others which were innocent throughout this matter. And.. you were one of them..

I didn't know how things turned out like that..
I didn't understand my sudden urge to confess to you.. come to think of it..
It's just that I'm really scard losing you.. after all the things you had done for me.. and vice versa..(I didn't know if I did any..)

To say the truth.. the past me.. already fades.. No matter how well a person does it.. He/she can't return to the past.. anymore.. I'm trying hard.. to turn back.. to find the lost me. The me who keeps quiet, high-gei when nessecary, and only texts about 6 messages per month. Most importantly.. the old me was unable to talk to girls personally. And.. I had no idea why.

I'm scard.. frightened.. at the thought that you won't ever speak to me.. for a very long time being.. It happened to me in F1..with you-know-who.. When she knew that I liked her.. we were dead strangers for the next 2 years. I'm literally too shy to talk to her.. and I'm more involve in my gang of friends than into her. And thoughts fade.

Until now..
I met you.. I had no idea how we had become so close..
Was it because of the game? Was it because of the trip?
I don't know..

The only thing I know is I cherish all the moments with you.. from
Walking out of school.. Sitting beside you.. Your cookies.. Chatting..

Those are great memories for me.. for the first time.. I'm able to get through my invisible girl-shy wall..

Although.. most of the time.. I had to think about what to say.. and often.. I kept quiet.. as I'm not very good with personal talks with girls.. and most importantly, I scard I'm annoying you all this while.. Sometimes I wonder.. Why can't i treat you as openly as the way I treat Xiao Qi and Xin Ying.. and I always try to find a way to annoy you at least.. I got your attention.

And.. all this might end any second now..

And I really don't want it to end just like that..

To Bryan:

I don't know why.. but blog is my last resort to talk to you guys.

Maybe not you, but for me its easier to express thoughts in words.. without hurting anybody else.. anymore..

Bro, I'm actually scard now.. Scard of you.. Scard of people looking at me at a different angle.. in a different way. I'm holding back while I'm talking to you. Still I can still feel the warmth in you whenever I hug you and call you 'grizzly bear'.

Due to some misunderstandings.. I'd brought the awesome and innocent you into the scene.. the scene which I didn't think that I would explode. First time, anger, sadness, unfairness ran through me. I'm a open-minder, I don't mind criticism. But, when suddenly rubs my name in mud.. I've to clear it.

And, I didn't expect you're dragged into this.
I'm an emotional being..
Seeing you, kyan, ch and the rest.. crying.. my tears fell.

I expect happiness for 5 years in this school. And for the first time, I cried.. at the thought that I might lose you.. one of my brothers (I always treat you as one)..because of this shit. I'm in pain when I said those words.. To see your tears dripping because of this.. I feel guilty.. but I've to make things right.


The rest knew the story.. some suggested me to settle, some didn't..

But if someone's confusing the others..
I've to stop it. It's my natural instinct.


So, I'm sorry.. I really am..
To put you into this condition.. I am truly sorry.

I did say the wrong things.. I did hurt people (not physically anyways)


And one of them is you.. I'm really sorry..

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Crying.. Emotional much..

Once more I'll say goodbye to you
Things happen but we don't really know why
If it's supposed to be like this
Why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?
Oh, yeah

Torn apart at the seams of my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feelin' this situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like

Me.


Crying and blasting this song again and again..

The fear of trying to protect someone and losing someone else..

The fear of trying to awake someone and end up being neglected, ignored, thrashed, strung-out..

Life's gonna take a drastic change..


And

I'm gonna bengkui soon..

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

It Feels Better.. XD

FINALLY.. I'm able to say out what I feel.. It certainly make me feels much better after hiding all the stuffs inside me..

I'm gonna be my old.. joker.. cheery type of person like I was before soon.. X)

Since, there are less things to think about now..



Though, I hope the awkwardness can quickly past by..

I don't wanna make the same mistake twice..

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Epic day.

Anyways, Fuck you Mr Tee. I wasted 30mins to rape that question and you want to cancel it at the eleventh hour. Bitch.


Muahaha.. Today get to sit with Xiao Qi, Xy and Pei Jean weih. Hehehe.. 3 girls pei me chat for the first half of the school day. Shared a lot of this and that and this and that. xD Get to know their secrets though, and they always act like problem solvers for me. Especially Xiao Qi, Epic Cute and Funny larh that fella.


Gome ne.. Feels so crap, nowadays can't really talk to you like I used to few months ago. :X RAWR. Hopefully you don't sien die. And truthfully I'm jealous lah, Yuen wong, you and Bryan purposely make me de lah. RAWRRRRRRRRR..


Eeesh, jealous face very nice to see meh..

Well, when someone's jealous, he's actually caring for you..

That's what you told me right? :P

Monday, October 31, 2011

O.o..

Skipped my lunch..

Just woke up from my nap.. ><

Gonna head to tuition soon..


Results are nothing much to me.. I'm used to getting downfalls in my exams.

Keeping my fingers crossed and hope I survive the rest of the days without having to start arguements with teachers.



Thanks for the cookies Kyan.
It's sweeeeet of you to bake those.. XD

Arigato..

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR...

I JUST WANNA SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMM....


BENGKUI BENGKUI BENGKUI BENGKUI BENGKUI..

RAWRRRR........


Gonna go sleep. :X

Sunday, October 30, 2011

WAKE UP..

WAKE UP EARLY 2MORO DANG IT.!!! ToT

One day..

*Tuning tuning..*

My Sunday morning started off with me tuning my 3 guitars back in pitch. Until I found out that I actually lost my Allen key.. >< and now I can't tune my Ibanez.. Dayum.. -.- Keep losing things lately.. ARGHH... short term memory lost. :X

Suddenly feels like going back to sleep and not waking up. XD Okay, maybe that's not a good idea for me.. :X Going out soon for lunch.. at night gonna go drink wine again. o.o P.S. I'm not an alcoholic. XD I drink when it is appropriate.

Blasting songs most of the time yesterday.. which made myself dizzy. Headbanging most of the time.. Sis thought I was crazy.. Bro thought I was crazy. Hey, you can't just stay constant when you listen to super loud music right? I'd tap my feet according to the beat most of the time and Air-drum. xD Count it as one of my favourite hobbies. Muahaha.. :X



Heya... Gonna c you 2moro d ><..
Hopefully things gone back to normal yeah? XD

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Blown into pieces.. o.o

My mental state have been blown into pieces..

Time flies.. people change..

I didn't expect myself to turn 360, no maybe, 720 away to who really am I.

Come to think of it.. I don't really quite understand myself anymore.



Now, there's one day left to think it all over. Before I face the harsh and cruel exam results which is gonna consume my mind until the next and coming holidays.

Sienness.. Sigh..




Sorry, I've not been myself lately.. ><
Sometimes, I do wonder wether it's too much..
I took a gamble.. and now I understand..


Sorry, if I've care too much..
I somehow get it now.. x)

(Btw.. Now you're turn to doze off la. Lei Hou Yeh.. ><)

Going back..

Heading home today.

I pray that I have a safe trip back home.




Results coming out on Monday.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeesh...>< ..

Friday, October 28, 2011

Void..

Once, someone told me.. Pangkor Laut is a well-known 'Heaven' for couples to have their honeymoon after marriage.

Okay.. now that, I've been here for about two days now. But no, not with my couple. X) But with my family and friends. Though, I have no idea why have I been dragged along to this trip, I'd be definitely better to stay at home.

RAWR.. There're actually few beaches which is located at various parts of the island. Went to one of those yesterday. :) Definitely beautiful and relaxing. To be able to walk on what seemed like to be literally white sandy beach nowadays, its pretty lucky eh? Since most of the beaches throughout the country now have been polluted. BADLY. :X

The food? The food is crazy man. Cabonara for lunch and lamb steak for dinner. And it's all on the first day man. Lolwut. Imagine today and the next. :X Imbaness. :O

But still nothing beats your cookies. XD

Gonna ponteng 2 tuitions today..
FTW man. XD




I got to morning call you today.. ><
Hopefully I didn't disturb your sweet dream just now XD..


It feels warming to be able to here your dreamy voice..

Kawaii ne Kyan XD..

Gonna wake-up call you again.. >< You want?

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Silence..

It's 3.39 p.m now..

I'm alone in the Game Room on the so-called Pangkor Laut Island. Sneaked out of my room while my friend and brother decided to stay in it and rest up. (Well, they are watching some hot girls in a show.. o.o so yeah.. NOT PORN)

Right.. I can't live without the internet. :X And little did I expect that there's actually free wifi and computer here, though I have to walk a distance before I can reach the game spot.

Today is the first day here, and I barely know what's gonna happen on the next 2 days. I woke up this morning and my dad decided to fuck me, and yeah you mess with me with no reasons, I'm gonna give you hell. Hey, I know I'm the eldest.. but you don't have to blame the mistake of others on me all the time right? And at that time, I didn't fuckin do anything wrong.

Geez.. Being alone isn't fun man. In this enormous room, I can only hear myself typing, the air-cond running, and some bug sound. :X Dayum, If I'm gonna see anything, it better not be this time. ToT




Aww.. School's gonna reopen soon.
The joy from munching cookies is gonna cover all the appalling results. XD


Muahaha.. for the first time, someone actually did something for me..

So gamdong.. ToT

Arigato-ne Baka Kyan X).. <3

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Boom :D..

12.47 a.m. *tick tick*.. It's Wednesday afternoon, the sun is beaming brightly outdoors, but not for long.. until the rain comes crashing down.

For the first time, I didn't reconnect the internet.. Already I'm sick of getting BSOD day and night.. Having trouble to even listen to songs, Fb, and update my precious blog. ><" Screw.. Hopefully I'm able to hang on with it till college.. Sorry for not updating, blog readers.. :X

My mom's still hunting for proof that I went for Moral project. Muahaha.. Imma leave that thought hanging bah. Moral project much? :X.. We only took about one quarter of 3 hours to complete everything and headed to McD in Amcorp Mall..

That's where all the problems started.. Due to my poor sense of direction, I ran in circles, trying to get out off the mall, and also through Taman Jaya. Wadafak.. Too bad.. I didn't get to attend the outing in Midvalley.. Missed the chance to spend time with my buddies.. and especially.. you.

In tuition yesterday, I was having a hard time concentrate.. with the thoughts of my closest group of friends were actually messing around in MidV. It's not too bad actually with tuitionmates like Junwei and Zhi Min which really made my day.

Teacher : "Do we have light in our stomach and duodenum"
Zhi Min : "Yes of course"
Teacher : "No.. how does light even enter into our body unless you have glow bugs?"
Zhi Min : "Light enters through our belly button"

LOL.




Gome..
I didn't meant to speak those words..
I truly care for you..
I don't want to see you get hurt..
I wanna protect you..

That night that we texted each other..
The time we hugged..
I felt the warmth beside me..
and I hope that feeling remains..

And if you call running circles kawaii.. it's actually dam tiring.. -.-
So.. Imma need some cookies for energy yeah XD..


I will be looking forward to munching those cookies..

Baka Kyan.. X)

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Cold, cold night..

I showered at 11.40 p.m. last night..

It's 1.10 a.m. now, I'm still awake and fresh. Monday morning.. I'm supposed to be asleep on the normal days by this time. Thank God, it's a holiday tomorrow. I wonder what time will I wake up 2moro morning.

My friends have been blogging about each other lately.. and also about the EPC group. I momentarily pull myself away from these posts so that I don't get bored of it too soon. The urge will be back, that's for sure. :) It needs time to rebuild.

"Pata Pata Pata Pong.." Okay, this crazy, mind-raping sounds have been stuck in my mind for a while now, thanks to John. According to him, it's a sound of the characters in a game application. Muahaha, what epic school life we have nowadays eh John? x) Seems like something's still keep troubling you for the moment. Well, what comes after a heavy storm is a bright, attractive rainbow. :) Definitely not Chai Hoong.. muahaha.

I'm not evil btw.

My laptop is on the table. I'm currently hugging my pillow and typing my blogpost now. X) I always think that starting a blog can improve my standard of English Language.. and yeah, I guess it does help? Certainly makes you think of what to write most of the time. Assuming you have topics to write though.

Muahaha.. for someone who've never cooked before. I successfully fried 2 eggs this morning. Accomplishment man. :X With the guidance of my mom and sister, I finally did it! Now, I don't have to starve outside in the modern world when I've no food. xD
Epic day. "Add oil.." "Enough ma?" "MORE MORE MORE..... STOPPPP..STOPPP.." This is how my sis guides me. Sorry lah, I know I suck in all these hands-on stuffs. Sigh.. o_o Failure much.



Well..



Aww.. Arigato-ne Kyan.. Baking cookies.. <3. Don't care if it had failed or what, it will still taste sweet I bet. x)
I'm gonna think of something surprising the other way round. (Which I haven't ><)
I hope it does work out. :P



Wait for me..

It's Sunday

Morning World. X)

It's the 2nd day of the holidays.

I'm facing the laptop for a long time now. It's really bad for health but hey, what else can you do to burn time without being bored. Though, it's really bad, :/.. my adobe has been failing me from time to time, causing my laptop to hang like mad, and most importantly, causing the BSOD to pop out.

I've been reading this manga called, Skip Beat! I'm creeping at a petty pace though, hopefully I'm able to catch up with the latest chapter as soon as possible. Then I have to catch up on Katekyo Hitman Reborn!.. Both of these mangas are neverending..

Where's the high-geiness people?

It might take some time to get rid of the exam mood.. to get into the game. :) I do think the teachers are darn stupid. Do they think anyone will still listen in class after the final examinations over? Do you think the students still care? Well, there are a few exceptions. :P

Gotta run guys. X) Breakfast and Futsal with family. :) A little family sport to maintain good health. xD



Missing you.. But you know I'm hanging on a bigger problem here. X)

Friday, October 21, 2011

Break

Another term break is here. :)


Firstly, Fuck the Gradient. Go die please. XO


Idle right now. Sleep goddess is on the way to claim my soul. Fast and loud music company me for the moment.

After the 2 tuitions today, I'm finally gonna relax myself for the one week. One week of good rest is what I really need. :) Expected to be invited to some outings though. Hmm.. Primary, Secondary schoolmates outing, and maybe with some brothers too. :)

Definitely time to change my guitar strings for my dear Cuenca and also polish my Ibanez. :D Teacher's complaining about my rusty guitar playing for quite a while now.. 'Exams' was my excuse. Not for long now, finally got time to practice. For my playing-in-a-band dream, Imma start making guitar covers in my friend's house too. Wee~~ x)

Oh, not to forget about cookies. :P
Still thinking of a way to bake it.



AND...




You're cute when you're jealous. x)

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Bye Exams. :)

24 hours hour left.

I can't wait. :X There's 1 more paper left for me. "What about Civic?"

Sorry, what's civic again?

There goes another semester of school. :) Holidays are a 'Coming Soon'. I'm so gonna get myself enough sleep. The 3-week exam period is pulling my health down the slope. *Achoo*.. See what I mean. x)

So, what am I gonna do in this hols? Definitely something more entertaining and even more memorable. Thinking about ____ ? Yeah maybe. xD Due to my BSOD error, my com forbid me to play any online games. Dayum. That's basically what I did all the time during the term hols. There's always not much else for me to think in those days anyways, unlike now. The early days.. sigh.. when every thing was much more simpler.

I'm so gonna read books during the hols for the sake of improving my written work and assignments. 'Ridiculous' is what my tuition teacher calls it. Till now, my perseverance to improve my language hasn't bore any fruit yet. Though, it's not that bad, that's what my friends told me. Well, that's because their English is terrific.

Heyyyy.. guess what? My phone bill turned out to be RM 30 from 14/9 to 14/10. Oh god. That was lucky eh. x) I broke the 300 mark and it turned out to be RM30. Phew ><. Now,I'm guess I'm able to sms peacefully and have no reluctant thoughts. Haha.



I love the feeling to walk you out of school. Let's do it some other time too okay? :)

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Monday, October 17, 2011

Chee Kit Yan

Chee Kit Yan aka Kyan x)



Definitely not porn or checking down there. ==" Viewing the memories of the trip. Together with her. x)

Gosh.. I think this will be a long post? We'll see.

"Kit Yan?.. Why never hear before de?" This is my first impression towards the girl who's sitting in front of me, well not directly the front tho. Yeah, unlike others, my first impression of her was cute, not lenglui x). I'm kinda attracted to cute things, sorry yeah.

Anyways, Kyan is a diehard the GazettE fan. Anyways, that's what actually started our conversation on the first day, with John criticizing my taste of music, Visual Kei. At first, I thought I was going to be the only one hearing to J-Rock and VK again. Well turns out hey, I got a buddy to talk Visual Kei to.. (well she only talks the GazettE tho)..

Though, the first time we people actually mix around is during the formation of EPC. Well I have no idea how it happened but somehow she turned out to be the GOP. God of Peverts. Well nobody had any objections with that. And later on, she turns out to be the President of EPC. and there goes the rm150.. =="

Well, she calls herself manly and not girlish. But well, I don't see that x) Every girl's a girl in my eyes.

Should I talk about the Pangkor Trip? *blushes* Well there's where I actually got myself into a deep paranoid.

1st day - Falling for her? Nah not yet. :P

Ok the usual slapping game is still on between us tho. Hahahahah. I was drunk that time don't mind me. A bit hyper too. x) Well somehow, I indirectly confessed to her through the truth or dare? THAT WAS THE MOST AWKWARD MOMENT FOR ME. ><

2nd day - Bike ride? Oo

Booo.. she was the only one who can't ride the bike in EPC. Out of sympathy, I volunteered to fetch her. x) Seemed like she dam bike phobia weih, seriously scard she freaked out all of a sudden.

3rd day - My paranoid phase.

This is where all the trouble starts. x)


To speak the truth,
I'm now not as girl-shy as before, thanks to Kyan. :)

Moment of truth:
- I always hesitate to speak to you, because I'm scard I'm bothering you ><
- I'm easily jealous when I see you close to other guys. Excluding Bra. Cos he's gay. Muahaha.
- I don't know how to talk to girls, and always hold back my thoughts most of the times. x)


Well, I will be waiting for your cookies <3 x).
I will try my best to get you yours too. (Chances are minimum though)

Will always cherish our time together. Thanks Kyan :)




I pray to God that my Bm doesn't crash and burn.

Frustrated.. x(

I screwed my exams badly. Both Mod Maths and Malay Essays.

Fuck.

Was cursing myself in my mind for quite a while now. Although the results not out yet, I already have a estimated results in my mind, and trust me, it's appalling. :(

Now, my hopes of an improvement are dropping at an incredible rate. Sometimes, why can't I just be a little more better.

I wanna climb a slope, not gradually falling from it.

Am I ever successful..?

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Lee Xin Ying

Xin Ying aka Beloved Granddaughter. x)



Didn't take a picture with her before. So too bad, don't have my lengzai face inside. xD. Okay just try to focus on her. x) Peace Yo.



Weeeeeee.. ~ <3

Beforehand, I had no idea who was Xin Ying until this year. Xin Ying is one of the jolliest (wait is there even such term :O) people I have met. :) Together with Xiao Qi in class, they form the best duo. Messing around with 2 of them is what I'd love to do every time I enter the class. Being with them certainly bring me happiness. x)

Lets see.

Okay, to speak the truth sometimes I'm really afraid to look into her eyes. x) Apart from the girl-shy problem that I have been trying to get rid off, her eyes are sharp, killer eyes I would say. Well all these are just IMO though. No offense. x) Staring in her eyes can kill, so I tend to look away most of the time. Sorry ah Xin Ying. :P

Hmm.. First Impression?
My first impression is "Hmm.. that girl's kinda cute" Hahas. Well the myth didn't shattered though. x) I always say that, Xy is a auto-rechargable battery. Every time in class, she looks as energetic as always, while most of the people collapse to sleep. Also, Xin Ying is quite hardworking.. from the look of it. Though, this has yet to be proven. Lmao.

"Eh? You play basketball too?" Little did I know that she plays basketball too until she actually ajak me to play. :) Nowadays, most girls don't play bball anymore normally due to the impact of the ball and mainly the in-game injuries which one can suffer. Most guys don't either.

Also, sometimes Xy can be quite emotionally fragile. Most of the girls do anyways. It's always unusual for me to see her in low spirits, and when that comes, something terrible might had happened. Most of the time she hides it quite well, but letting it out is a better choice eh. :P

By the way, Xin Ying knows how to cook too. :D Hopefully be able to test her cooking some days X).

Hahas, its great to be able to know Xin Ying. Chatting with her definitely steals my sorrow away most of the time. Most importantly, I learnt how to become more carefree.. and learnt that, studying is not for the purpose of exams, its for the purpose of our own knowledge.

Thankiew.. x)Grandpa Smurfs you. <3

Next Stop.. Baka Kyan. ~ xD Weeeeee. x)


Anyways, finally raped finish my Mod Maths paper. Hoho. XD

Bryan Yap

Bryan Aka Bra. x)




I'm not gay.


Had promised him to write this today. So yeah.. :)

So, First Impression?

Actually I saw him couple of times before we have become classmates due to his enormous size. No joke bra, I'm serious. *Troll face* Always thought that Bra was a Chinese-backgrounded, DaiLouYang ppl. Well the myth shattered anyways when I first talked to him in school. I was dumbfounded when he started off speaking with a high pitch voice. x)

Now? Definitely one of my best brothers. X) Well he refers himself as sister most of the time. Don't ask me why. Btw, he's tuitionless and well lack of determination in his studies. But gosh, his general knowledge is (Y), better than me anyways. Oh, btw, he knows how to cook to.. Hopefully he cooks for me one day. x)

Though he seems happy always, sometimes he can be a timebomb.. *Tick tick tick..* and he explodes all of the sudden. Whenever he does that, people around him gonna prepare to suffer x). Most of the people are used to it though. He can run wild during the rampage period.. Hitting innocent people.

I started calling him Grizzly Bear due to his big pair of hands which I refer them as Bear Paws. If he lands one on you, prepare for some serious intense pain. Oh yeah, he also calls himself a great secretkeeper, but it seems not much actually trust him tho. x) Often I resort to him to bro talk, and he never fails to lend me an ear. Thanks man.

Play a vital role in my personality change since I first came up to form4. Taught me a lot stuffs. Helped me understand people better. Helped me brush up my English Language.

Definitely no regrets for meeting him. <3



Next Stop. Lee Xin Ying aka Granddaughter <3 x)

Exams 2moro, Shit.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

15/10/2011

R.I.P since 2009.

Heya people, I'm back in blogger in the middle of the my final term examination. I know it's not a really good time to be back here but well.. here I am anyways. :)

Let me introduce myself a litle bit more. :D

For the past 2 years, I've been living in brotherhood. Extreme porn, extreme sports and more.. brother talk. x) But, sadly, I lost communication with girls which made me pretty Girl-shy every time I tried to talk to one.

10 months have passed, and I'm currently in 4s3.. One of the classes with students which completely differs from what and who I am living with in the past.

I always thought that, "Shit, this will be another year of pure bullshit to me" when I first saw that exactly no one, but Mun Chun from [GAY] that actually joins me in S3. On the other hand, I was in fear, with people like Timothy in class, dang, I wondered how I would survive the entire 2 years.

Things turned out to be a fine for me until now. I am a lucky person in fact. X) To be able to meet people like Bryan, Kyan, Xy, Alvin, Tek, Pei Jean, John and many more other ehstrians, I was delighted, and blessed.

The start of the year was fine, though I'm pretty stressed for the first time. When I first found out, which prefects were gonna be in the same claz with me, I knew that I have to behave differently than I used to be. But to know that I will be in the same claz as Bel for consecutive 5 years of my highschool life, I was in cloud nine. What to do, she was my first crush anyways.

Eventually time passed on, and EPC/DaiLouBong two branches of Ehstrians was borned. The whole class started to get seperated, until the arrival of Class Trip. 1/9-3/9, Pangkor trip. :D We were counting down, hoping for that day to come.

It was my first time going to a trip with my friends. Enthusiastic much. I was expecting a usual, normal, typical yet memorable trip to come.

And now, nothing is ever the same for me.


Last but not least,

Fuck you Ezadayah. Fuck you bitches.