Thursday, April 26, 2012
Parallels..
12.06 a.m. Friday.
My dad went out all of a sudden.. and I grasped this opportunity to update my soon-to-be cobwebbed blog.
Gah. Not a great time to write, but it will do.
Well, I'm blessed with the ability to speedtype. Speedtyping is defined as the ability to type without looking at the keyboard.. therefore, my eyes are now fixed at the screen the whole time. Guess this explains why I am short-sighted. Sigh, being short sighted isn't fun.. due to the fact that I have to get stuck with my specs all of the time and none of them will hold long enough. My parents don't allow me to change to contacts though, well, I don't really wanna change to contacts too. Looks Mafan to me. LOL. :P
Let's see, I have changed a couple of specs now, mostly due to basketball.
Specs don't really go with that sport. Sometimes, I end up cutting myself from the sharp edges of it.
Ouch.
...
I had a nap this evening.. and I had this weird dream about all the memories that I had gone through..
And somehow, I was conscious in my dreams, and somehow I can recall..
I think I was lucid dreaming I guess. Cool..
Well, sadly that was just a dream.. A dream I would hope to never wake up from..
...
It will be a busy week for me..
From studying, playing to attending concerts, so from another point of view, I have literally no time to get enough rest. Too much entertainment and studies and stuffs. Not to mention, exams' right around the corner. My mind's blank most of the time. Especially in school. Gah. Seriously, what lah.
...
Haru-haru.. Day by day..
I get dull.
Okay time for a change, I shall be a gentleman from now on..
I shall cut down the usage of curse and vulgar verbally.
I shall scold it in my heart and not through orally if I can withstand it. :P
Hmm.. Challenge accepted. :)
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
What if..
Tick-tock..
April 11th, 4.38pm, Wednesday.
A holiday.. well, didn't go as great as planned. Arguments and quarrels filled the whole morning.. Gah.
It's a weekday, and I'm not suppose to be online. I know, I am suppose to be studying now. Or.. revisioning. Or whatever.
I know I know I know..
Gah.. my Ohm's coming but somehow, I just have no constant motivation to hold those dreadful texts in my hands and fill my mind with all those, mind-boggling information.
Rawr.
...
Bought 2 new picks today. And it's sweet. :D Even better than my Hetfield's Black Fang. Spent me rm 6 for those. Tried those immediately after I reached home and my playing became more smoother. (: Awesome.
To say the truth, I have nothing much to update about now. Seems like I've returned to square one, the boring old self again. :P.
Oh yeah,
I finished reading Heroes Of Olympus : Son of Neptunes..
Well as expected, the plot of the story is amazing, but.. apart of all the combat and heroic scenes, I spotted some of the romantic scenes and couples in the whole story.
Well,
Percy Jackson-Annabeth Jason-Reyna Frank Zhang-Hazel Levesque
Oh yeah, Frank and Hazel pair is damn sweet all the time. Aha. XD
...
Hmm..
So Mun Chun's birthday's yesterday.. Qi's birthday is next week.
Oh gosh, mine's gonna come too.. LOL XD in 3 months..
...
I am the best. 2ne1 (:
April 11th, 4.38pm, Wednesday.
A holiday.. well, didn't go as great as planned. Arguments and quarrels filled the whole morning.. Gah.
It's a weekday, and I'm not suppose to be online. I know, I am suppose to be studying now. Or.. revisioning. Or whatever.
I know I know I know..
Gah.. my Ohm's coming but somehow, I just have no constant motivation to hold those dreadful texts in my hands and fill my mind with all those, mind-boggling information.
Rawr.
...
Bought 2 new picks today. And it's sweet. :D Even better than my Hetfield's Black Fang. Spent me rm 6 for those. Tried those immediately after I reached home and my playing became more smoother. (: Awesome.
To say the truth, I have nothing much to update about now. Seems like I've returned to square one, the boring old self again. :P.
Oh yeah,
I finished reading Heroes Of Olympus : Son of Neptunes..
Well as expected, the plot of the story is amazing, but.. apart of all the combat and heroic scenes, I spotted some of the romantic scenes and couples in the whole story.
Well,
Percy Jackson-Annabeth Jason-Reyna Frank Zhang-Hazel Levesque
Oh yeah, Frank and Hazel pair is damn sweet all the time. Aha. XD
...
Hmm..
So Mun Chun's birthday's yesterday.. Qi's birthday is next week.
Oh gosh, mine's gonna come too.. LOL XD in 3 months..
...
I am the best. 2ne1 (:
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Morose.
Another update yo. (:
This time, hmm, ah let's see what's been happening lately.
Ahhh I know, let's talk about making stars. XD
Recently, I hooked up with Sue Ann and Mei Xin who are both sitting right behind John and I in class and kinda learn how to make Paper Stars with them. Paper stars? Yeah, the one with lots of diagonal folding which can confuse one easily. It's pretty frustrating the whole day, trying to perfect one star. To barely form a single star already took me about.. ehto.. 30 strips of paper, not to mention, some pretty folding papers too.
Well, got some master teachings also by Yim, who actually practiced day by day folding the paper just to impress and entertain Mei Xian. Aww.. XD
Okay, so the folding part were kinda causing me to fly off the handle. With Sue Ann constantly tricking and messing with my innocent mind, I always got myself into her traps.
Well some of it were,
1)You can only try and fold either the 2nd time or the 15th time with the same paper.
2)Find the holes in your star and blow it, the hole will become smaller. Yea right.
XD
I didn't mind being trick though. Had quite a great time folding the stars and learning this form of skill? Wrote letters on some of the paper, folded it into star form, and passed it around.
So, nevertheless, it actually makes a great form of communication eh, don't you think? (:
...
I see.
I wasn't the only one facing problems after all.
And now there's a bet on me.
Am I doing myself good, or is it throwing myself into the furnace and burn.
Yes burn, let me disintegrate from this world.
Let me close my eyes, Let my mind wander off into somewhere..
Somewhere that my virtual angellic wings would take me.
...
Playing basketball with Khai Seong is the only place where I can really let go.
Feeling the texture of the ball in my hands,
the only thing that my mind thinks is either,
Score or Pass. Nothing else unrelated to these 2 words.
Being me, most of the time, I would prefer to take it to the hole.
Though that, sometimes it's better to trust the people around you as,
the power to make wonders doesn't lie only in your hands but the hands of others.
Sometimes, it's more easier to let someone else guide you, and there's always somebody who slips up a mistake and there's someone who's there to take advantage.
So, to not slip up. I've always put my concentration into the game.
It actually takes all the burden of my mind. What burden?
There's a lot. A lot to think about.
A lot to say, but my mouth wouldn't give it out.
...
There was once in the squash court,
I screamed my lungs out,
let emotions run through me and I knew I wouldn't breakdown.
There're still friends at that time,
Wyn Yun and Kai Ren, they know how I felt,
they are both very cheerful and sometimes emotional people.
More importantly, they have been through this phase.
It's my first afterall and the first hurts.
RAWRRR.
But what if, there's no one there to support you, and you know you're stranded to your own insanity. What if, your last resort is only yourself. What do you do?
Yes, I publicly voice out my thoughts, it's not about I don't care about what others think, but there's not much that can be actually mouth and is actually easier to type it through.
To spend times in shower, letting the water flow.. punching the wet walls, screaming, shouting like a godzilla. Yeah, this is how my spend my time alone, and my way of expressing my sorrow. It still hurts inside.
I have no idea what to do now.
...
Tek, if you are ever reading this post,
I might forfeit the game before the dateline.
If I finally gain realization,
That it's useless fighting for someone who doesn't even care about you the same way as you do about her.
Someone who drag you into your misery and decides to pull out first.
Fuck Everything.
This time, hmm, ah let's see what's been happening lately.
Ahhh I know, let's talk about making stars. XD
Recently, I hooked up with Sue Ann and Mei Xin who are both sitting right behind John and I in class and kinda learn how to make Paper Stars with them. Paper stars? Yeah, the one with lots of diagonal folding which can confuse one easily. It's pretty frustrating the whole day, trying to perfect one star. To barely form a single star already took me about.. ehto.. 30 strips of paper, not to mention, some pretty folding papers too.
Well, got some master teachings also by Yim, who actually practiced day by day folding the paper just to impress and entertain Mei Xian. Aww.. XD
Okay, so the folding part were kinda causing me to fly off the handle. With Sue Ann constantly tricking and messing with my innocent mind, I always got myself into her traps.
Well some of it were,
1)You can only try and fold either the 2nd time or the 15th time with the same paper.
2)Find the holes in your star and blow it, the hole will become smaller. Yea right.
XD
I didn't mind being trick though. Had quite a great time folding the stars and learning this form of skill? Wrote letters on some of the paper, folded it into star form, and passed it around.
So, nevertheless, it actually makes a great form of communication eh, don't you think? (:
...
I see.
I wasn't the only one facing problems after all.
And now there's a bet on me.
Am I doing myself good, or is it throwing myself into the furnace and burn.
Yes burn, let me disintegrate from this world.
Let me close my eyes, Let my mind wander off into somewhere..
Somewhere that my virtual angellic wings would take me.
...
Playing basketball with Khai Seong is the only place where I can really let go.
Feeling the texture of the ball in my hands,
the only thing that my mind thinks is either,
Score or Pass. Nothing else unrelated to these 2 words.
Being me, most of the time, I would prefer to take it to the hole.
Though that, sometimes it's better to trust the people around you as,
the power to make wonders doesn't lie only in your hands but the hands of others.
Sometimes, it's more easier to let someone else guide you, and there's always somebody who slips up a mistake and there's someone who's there to take advantage.
So, to not slip up. I've always put my concentration into the game.
It actually takes all the burden of my mind. What burden?
There's a lot. A lot to think about.
A lot to say, but my mouth wouldn't give it out.
...
There was once in the squash court,
I screamed my lungs out,
let emotions run through me and I knew I wouldn't breakdown.
There're still friends at that time,
Wyn Yun and Kai Ren, they know how I felt,
they are both very cheerful and sometimes emotional people.
More importantly, they have been through this phase.
It's my first afterall and the first hurts.
RAWRRR.
But what if, there's no one there to support you, and you know you're stranded to your own insanity. What if, your last resort is only yourself. What do you do?
Yes, I publicly voice out my thoughts, it's not about I don't care about what others think, but there's not much that can be actually mouth and is actually easier to type it through.
To spend times in shower, letting the water flow.. punching the wet walls, screaming, shouting like a godzilla. Yeah, this is how my spend my time alone, and my way of expressing my sorrow. It still hurts inside.
I have no idea what to do now.
...
Tek, if you are ever reading this post,
I might forfeit the game before the dateline.
If I finally gain realization,
That it's useless fighting for someone who doesn't even care about you the same way as you do about her.
Someone who drag you into your misery and decides to pull out first.
Fuck Everything.
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