O.o..

Skipped my lunch..

Just woke up from my nap.. ><

Gonna head to tuition soon..


Results are nothing much to me.. I'm used to getting downfalls in my exams.

Keeping my fingers crossed and hope I survive the rest of the days without having to start arguements with teachers.



Thanks for the cookies Kyan.
It's sweeeeet of you to bake those.. XD

Arigato..

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR...

I JUST WANNA SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMM....


BENGKUI BENGKUI BENGKUI BENGKUI BENGKUI..

RAWRRRR........


Gonna go sleep. :X

WAKE UP..

WAKE UP EARLY 2MORO DANG IT.!!! ToT

One day..

*Tuning tuning..*

My Sunday morning started off with me tuning my 3 guitars back in pitch. Until I found out that I actually lost my Allen key.. >< and now I can't tune my Ibanez.. Dayum.. -.- Keep losing things lately.. ARGHH... short term memory lost. :X

Suddenly feels like going back to sleep and not waking up. XD Okay, maybe that's not a good idea for me.. :X Going out soon for lunch.. at night gonna go drink wine again. o.o P.S. I'm not an alcoholic. XD I drink when it is appropriate.

Blasting songs most of the time yesterday.. which made myself dizzy. Headbanging most of the time.. Sis thought I was crazy.. Bro thought I was crazy. Hey, you can't just stay constant when you listen to super loud music right? I'd tap my feet according to the beat most of the time and Air-drum. xD Count it as one of my favourite hobbies. Muahaha.. :X



Heya... Gonna c you 2moro d ><..
Hopefully things gone back to normal yeah? XD

Blown into pieces.. o.o

My mental state have been blown into pieces..

Time flies.. people change..

I didn't expect myself to turn 360, no maybe, 720 away to who really am I.

Come to think of it.. I don't really quite understand myself anymore.



Now, there's one day left to think it all over. Before I face the harsh and cruel exam results which is gonna consume my mind until the next and coming holidays.

Sienness.. Sigh..




Sorry, I've not been myself lately.. ><
Sometimes, I do wonder wether it's too much..
I took a gamble.. and now I understand..


Sorry, if I've care too much..
I somehow get it now.. x)

(Btw.. Now you're turn to doze off la. Lei Hou Yeh.. ><)

Going back..

Heading home today.

I pray that I have a safe trip back home.




Results coming out on Monday.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeesh...>< ..

Void..

Once, someone told me.. Pangkor Laut is a well-known 'Heaven' for couples to have their honeymoon after marriage.

Okay.. now that, I've been here for about two days now. But no, not with my couple. X) But with my family and friends. Though, I have no idea why have I been dragged along to this trip, I'd be definitely better to stay at home.

RAWR.. There're actually few beaches which is located at various parts of the island. Went to one of those yesterday. :) Definitely beautiful and relaxing. To be able to walk on what seemed like to be literally white sandy beach nowadays, its pretty lucky eh? Since most of the beaches throughout the country now have been polluted. BADLY. :X

The food? The food is crazy man. Cabonara for lunch and lamb steak for dinner. And it's all on the first day man. Lolwut. Imagine today and the next. :X Imbaness. :O

But still nothing beats your cookies. XD

Gonna ponteng 2 tuitions today..
FTW man. XD




I got to morning call you today.. ><
Hopefully I didn't disturb your sweet dream just now XD..


It feels warming to be able to here your dreamy voice..

Kawaii ne Kyan XD..

Gonna wake-up call you again.. >< You want?

Silence..

It's 3.39 p.m now..

I'm alone in the Game Room on the so-called Pangkor Laut Island. Sneaked out of my room while my friend and brother decided to stay in it and rest up. (Well, they are watching some hot girls in a show.. o.o so yeah.. NOT PORN)

Right.. I can't live without the internet. :X And little did I expect that there's actually free wifi and computer here, though I have to walk a distance before I can reach the game spot.

Today is the first day here, and I barely know what's gonna happen on the next 2 days. I woke up this morning and my dad decided to fuck me, and yeah you mess with me with no reasons, I'm gonna give you hell. Hey, I know I'm the eldest.. but you don't have to blame the mistake of others on me all the time right? And at that time, I didn't fuckin do anything wrong.

Geez.. Being alone isn't fun man. In this enormous room, I can only hear myself typing, the air-cond running, and some bug sound. :X Dayum, If I'm gonna see anything, it better not be this time. ToT




Aww.. School's gonna reopen soon.
The joy from munching cookies is gonna cover all the appalling results. XD


Muahaha.. for the first time, someone actually did something for me..

So gamdong.. ToT

Arigato-ne Baka Kyan X).. <3

Boom :D..

12.47 a.m. *tick tick*.. It's Wednesday afternoon, the sun is beaming brightly outdoors, but not for long.. until the rain comes crashing down.

For the first time, I didn't reconnect the internet.. Already I'm sick of getting BSOD day and night.. Having trouble to even listen to songs, Fb, and update my precious blog. ><" Screw.. Hopefully I'm able to hang on with it till college.. Sorry for not updating, blog readers.. :X

My mom's still hunting for proof that I went for Moral project. Muahaha.. Imma leave that thought hanging bah. Moral project much? :X.. We only took about one quarter of 3 hours to complete everything and headed to McD in Amcorp Mall..

That's where all the problems started.. Due to my poor sense of direction, I ran in circles, trying to get out off the mall, and also through Taman Jaya. Wadafak.. Too bad.. I didn't get to attend the outing in Midvalley.. Missed the chance to spend time with my buddies.. and especially.. you.

In tuition yesterday, I was having a hard time concentrate.. with the thoughts of my closest group of friends were actually messing around in MidV. It's not too bad actually with tuitionmates like Junwei and Zhi Min which really made my day.

Teacher : "Do we have light in our stomach and duodenum"
Zhi Min : "Yes of course"
Teacher : "No.. how does light even enter into our body unless you have glow bugs?"
Zhi Min : "Light enters through our belly button"

LOL.




Gome..
I didn't meant to speak those words..
I truly care for you..
I don't want to see you get hurt..
I wanna protect you..

That night that we texted each other..
The time we hugged..
I felt the warmth beside me..
and I hope that feeling remains..

And if you call running circles kawaii.. it's actually dam tiring.. -.-
So.. Imma need some cookies for energy yeah XD..


I will be looking forward to munching those cookies..

Baka Kyan.. X)

Cold, cold night..

I showered at 11.40 p.m. last night..

It's 1.10 a.m. now, I'm still awake and fresh. Monday morning.. I'm supposed to be asleep on the normal days by this time. Thank God, it's a holiday tomorrow. I wonder what time will I wake up 2moro morning.

My friends have been blogging about each other lately.. and also about the EPC group. I momentarily pull myself away from these posts so that I don't get bored of it too soon. The urge will be back, that's for sure. :) It needs time to rebuild.

"Pata Pata Pata Pong.." Okay, this crazy, mind-raping sounds have been stuck in my mind for a while now, thanks to John. According to him, it's a sound of the characters in a game application. Muahaha, what epic school life we have nowadays eh John? x) Seems like something's still keep troubling you for the moment. Well, what comes after a heavy storm is a bright, attractive rainbow. :) Definitely not Chai Hoong.. muahaha.

I'm not evil btw.

My laptop is on the table. I'm currently hugging my pillow and typing my blogpost now. X) I always think that starting a blog can improve my standard of English Language.. and yeah, I guess it does help? Certainly makes you think of what to write most of the time. Assuming you have topics to write though.

Muahaha.. for someone who've never cooked before. I successfully fried 2 eggs this morning. Accomplishment man. :X With the guidance of my mom and sister, I finally did it! Now, I don't have to starve outside in the modern world when I've no food. xD
Epic day. "Add oil.." "Enough ma?" "MORE MORE MORE..... STOPPPP..STOPPP.." This is how my sis guides me. Sorry lah, I know I suck in all these hands-on stuffs. Sigh.. o_o Failure much.



Well..



Aww.. Arigato-ne Kyan.. Baking cookies.. <3. Don't care if it had failed or what, it will still taste sweet I bet. x)
I'm gonna think of something surprising the other way round. (Which I haven't ><)
I hope it does work out. :P



Wait for me..

It's Sunday

Morning World. X)

It's the 2nd day of the holidays.

I'm facing the laptop for a long time now. It's really bad for health but hey, what else can you do to burn time without being bored. Though, it's really bad, :/.. my adobe has been failing me from time to time, causing my laptop to hang like mad, and most importantly, causing the BSOD to pop out.

I've been reading this manga called, Skip Beat! I'm creeping at a petty pace though, hopefully I'm able to catch up with the latest chapter as soon as possible. Then I have to catch up on Katekyo Hitman Reborn!.. Both of these mangas are neverending..

Where's the high-geiness people?

It might take some time to get rid of the exam mood.. to get into the game. :) I do think the teachers are darn stupid. Do they think anyone will still listen in class after the final examinations over? Do you think the students still care? Well, there are a few exceptions. :P

Gotta run guys. X) Breakfast and Futsal with family. :) A little family sport to maintain good health. xD



Missing you.. But you know I'm hanging on a bigger problem here. X)

Break

Another term break is here. :)


Firstly, Fuck the Gradient. Go die please. XO


Idle right now. Sleep goddess is on the way to claim my soul. Fast and loud music company me for the moment.

After the 2 tuitions today, I'm finally gonna relax myself for the one week. One week of good rest is what I really need. :) Expected to be invited to some outings though. Hmm.. Primary, Secondary schoolmates outing, and maybe with some brothers too. :)

Definitely time to change my guitar strings for my dear Cuenca and also polish my Ibanez. :D Teacher's complaining about my rusty guitar playing for quite a while now.. 'Exams' was my excuse. Not for long now, finally got time to practice. For my playing-in-a-band dream, Imma start making guitar covers in my friend's house too. Wee~~ x)

Oh, not to forget about cookies. :P
Still thinking of a way to bake it.



AND...




You're cute when you're jealous. x)

Bye Exams. :)

24 hours hour left.

I can't wait. :X There's 1 more paper left for me. "What about Civic?"

Sorry, what's civic again?

There goes another semester of school. :) Holidays are a 'Coming Soon'. I'm so gonna get myself enough sleep. The 3-week exam period is pulling my health down the slope. *Achoo*.. See what I mean. x)

So, what am I gonna do in this hols? Definitely something more entertaining and even more memorable. Thinking about ____ ? Yeah maybe. xD Due to my BSOD error, my com forbid me to play any online games. Dayum. That's basically what I did all the time during the term hols. There's always not much else for me to think in those days anyways, unlike now. The early days.. sigh.. when every thing was much more simpler.

I'm so gonna read books during the hols for the sake of improving my written work and assignments. 'Ridiculous' is what my tuition teacher calls it. Till now, my perseverance to improve my language hasn't bore any fruit yet. Though, it's not that bad, that's what my friends told me. Well, that's because their English is terrific.

Heyyyy.. guess what? My phone bill turned out to be RM 30 from 14/9 to 14/10. Oh god. That was lucky eh. x) I broke the 300 mark and it turned out to be RM30. Phew ><. Now,I'm guess I'm able to sms peacefully and have no reluctant thoughts. Haha.



I love the feeling to walk you out of school. Let's do it some other time too okay? :)

3 More Fucking Days.

Hell yeah, 3 more days 7 pieces of paper.

And then it's paradise.

Chee Kit Yan

Chee Kit Yan aka Kyan x)



Definitely not porn or checking down there. ==" Viewing the memories of the trip. Together with her. x)

Gosh.. I think this will be a long post? We'll see.

"Kit Yan?.. Why never hear before de?" This is my first impression towards the girl who's sitting in front of me, well not directly the front tho. Yeah, unlike others, my first impression of her was cute, not lenglui x). I'm kinda attracted to cute things, sorry yeah.

Anyways, Kyan is a diehard the GazettE fan. Anyways, that's what actually started our conversation on the first day, with John criticizing my taste of music, Visual Kei. At first, I thought I was going to be the only one hearing to J-Rock and VK again. Well turns out hey, I got a buddy to talk Visual Kei to.. (well she only talks the GazettE tho)..

Though, the first time we people actually mix around is during the formation of EPC. Well I have no idea how it happened but somehow she turned out to be the GOP. God of Peverts. Well nobody had any objections with that. And later on, she turns out to be the President of EPC. and there goes the rm150.. =="

Well, she calls herself manly and not girlish. But well, I don't see that x) Every girl's a girl in my eyes.

Should I talk about the Pangkor Trip? *blushes* Well there's where I actually got myself into a deep paranoid.

1st day - Falling for her? Nah not yet. :P

Ok the usual slapping game is still on between us tho. Hahahahah. I was drunk that time don't mind me. A bit hyper too. x) Well somehow, I indirectly confessed to her through the truth or dare? THAT WAS THE MOST AWKWARD MOMENT FOR ME. ><

2nd day - Bike ride? Oo

Booo.. she was the only one who can't ride the bike in EPC. Out of sympathy, I volunteered to fetch her. x) Seemed like she dam bike phobia weih, seriously scard she freaked out all of a sudden.

3rd day - My paranoid phase.

This is where all the trouble starts. x)


To speak the truth,
I'm now not as girl-shy as before, thanks to Kyan. :)

Moment of truth:
- I always hesitate to speak to you, because I'm scard I'm bothering you ><
- I'm easily jealous when I see you close to other guys. Excluding Bra. Cos he's gay. Muahaha.
- I don't know how to talk to girls, and always hold back my thoughts most of the times. x)


Well, I will be waiting for your cookies <3 x).
I will try my best to get you yours too. (Chances are minimum though)

Will always cherish our time together. Thanks Kyan :)




I pray to God that my Bm doesn't crash and burn.

Frustrated.. x(

I screwed my exams badly. Both Mod Maths and Malay Essays.

Fuck.

Was cursing myself in my mind for quite a while now. Although the results not out yet, I already have a estimated results in my mind, and trust me, it's appalling. :(

Now, my hopes of an improvement are dropping at an incredible rate. Sometimes, why can't I just be a little more better.

I wanna climb a slope, not gradually falling from it.

Am I ever successful..?

Lee Xin Ying

Xin Ying aka Beloved Granddaughter. x)



Didn't take a picture with her before. So too bad, don't have my lengzai face inside. xD. Okay just try to focus on her. x) Peace Yo.



Weeeeeee.. ~ <3

Beforehand, I had no idea who was Xin Ying until this year. Xin Ying is one of the jolliest (wait is there even such term :O) people I have met. :) Together with Xiao Qi in class, they form the best duo. Messing around with 2 of them is what I'd love to do every time I enter the class. Being with them certainly bring me happiness. x)

Lets see.

Okay, to speak the truth sometimes I'm really afraid to look into her eyes. x) Apart from the girl-shy problem that I have been trying to get rid off, her eyes are sharp, killer eyes I would say. Well all these are just IMO though. No offense. x) Staring in her eyes can kill, so I tend to look away most of the time. Sorry ah Xin Ying. :P

Hmm.. First Impression?
My first impression is "Hmm.. that girl's kinda cute" Hahas. Well the myth didn't shattered though. x) I always say that, Xy is a auto-rechargable battery. Every time in class, she looks as energetic as always, while most of the people collapse to sleep. Also, Xin Ying is quite hardworking.. from the look of it. Though, this has yet to be proven. Lmao.

"Eh? You play basketball too?" Little did I know that she plays basketball too until she actually ajak me to play. :) Nowadays, most girls don't play bball anymore normally due to the impact of the ball and mainly the in-game injuries which one can suffer. Most guys don't either.

Also, sometimes Xy can be quite emotionally fragile. Most of the girls do anyways. It's always unusual for me to see her in low spirits, and when that comes, something terrible might had happened. Most of the time she hides it quite well, but letting it out is a better choice eh. :P

By the way, Xin Ying knows how to cook too. :D Hopefully be able to test her cooking some days X).

Hahas, its great to be able to know Xin Ying. Chatting with her definitely steals my sorrow away most of the time. Most importantly, I learnt how to become more carefree.. and learnt that, studying is not for the purpose of exams, its for the purpose of our own knowledge.

Thankiew.. x)Grandpa Smurfs you. <3

Next Stop.. Baka Kyan. ~ xD Weeeeee. x)


Anyways, finally raped finish my Mod Maths paper. Hoho. XD

Bryan Yap

Bryan Aka Bra. x)




I'm not gay.


Had promised him to write this today. So yeah.. :)

So, First Impression?

Actually I saw him couple of times before we have become classmates due to his enormous size. No joke bra, I'm serious. *Troll face* Always thought that Bra was a Chinese-backgrounded, DaiLouYang ppl. Well the myth shattered anyways when I first talked to him in school. I was dumbfounded when he started off speaking with a high pitch voice. x)

Now? Definitely one of my best brothers. X) Well he refers himself as sister most of the time. Don't ask me why. Btw, he's tuitionless and well lack of determination in his studies. But gosh, his general knowledge is (Y), better than me anyways. Oh, btw, he knows how to cook to.. Hopefully he cooks for me one day. x)

Though he seems happy always, sometimes he can be a timebomb.. *Tick tick tick..* and he explodes all of the sudden. Whenever he does that, people around him gonna prepare to suffer x). Most of the people are used to it though. He can run wild during the rampage period.. Hitting innocent people.

I started calling him Grizzly Bear due to his big pair of hands which I refer them as Bear Paws. If he lands one on you, prepare for some serious intense pain. Oh yeah, he also calls himself a great secretkeeper, but it seems not much actually trust him tho. x) Often I resort to him to bro talk, and he never fails to lend me an ear. Thanks man.

Play a vital role in my personality change since I first came up to form4. Taught me a lot stuffs. Helped me understand people better. Helped me brush up my English Language.

Definitely no regrets for meeting him. <3



Next Stop. Lee Xin Ying aka Granddaughter <3 x)

Exams 2moro, Shit.

15/10/2011

R.I.P since 2009.

Heya people, I'm back in blogger in the middle of the my final term examination. I know it's not a really good time to be back here but well.. here I am anyways. :)

Let me introduce myself a litle bit more. :D

For the past 2 years, I've been living in brotherhood. Extreme porn, extreme sports and more.. brother talk. x) But, sadly, I lost communication with girls which made me pretty Girl-shy every time I tried to talk to one.

10 months have passed, and I'm currently in 4s3.. One of the classes with students which completely differs from what and who I am living with in the past.

I always thought that, "Shit, this will be another year of pure bullshit to me" when I first saw that exactly no one, but Mun Chun from [GAY] that actually joins me in S3. On the other hand, I was in fear, with people like Timothy in class, dang, I wondered how I would survive the entire 2 years.

Things turned out to be a fine for me until now. I am a lucky person in fact. X) To be able to meet people like Bryan, Kyan, Xy, Alvin, Tek, Pei Jean, John and many more other ehstrians, I was delighted, and blessed.

The start of the year was fine, though I'm pretty stressed for the first time. When I first found out, which prefects were gonna be in the same claz with me, I knew that I have to behave differently than I used to be. But to know that I will be in the same claz as Bel for consecutive 5 years of my highschool life, I was in cloud nine. What to do, she was my first crush anyways.

Eventually time passed on, and EPC/DaiLouBong two branches of Ehstrians was borned. The whole class started to get seperated, until the arrival of Class Trip. 1/9-3/9, Pangkor trip. :D We were counting down, hoping for that day to come.

It was my first time going to a trip with my friends. Enthusiastic much. I was expecting a usual, normal, typical yet memorable trip to come.

And now, nothing is ever the same for me.


Last but not least,

Fuck you Ezadayah. Fuck you bitches.