Saturday..

Every time Saturday comes, it always makes me think of Anne Saturday?

How did she even manage to get that name eh? o.o


Woke up today, with an empty mind, blur expression.. yeah. Sunlight that beamed through the window glass wasn't powerful enough to awake me from my sweet dreams. It was already 9 when I thought it was only 7. What a drag. Started off my morning, waking up, doing Ali's Sejarah Exercises. It took me about 30mins to answer though, using my self-made notes. (:

I was fucking frustrated yesterday..

With my dad going on about, how fucking lazy I am.. and saying that I can't do any shit. The fuck? Why would parents discourage their own offsprings? Sigh, my mom says it's a form of motivation. But, seriously fuck it this way. I'd rather get fucked in another position.

Schools gonna reopen soon,

Imma needa get all my stationary ready.. Gonna go MPH in 1U later. Keep missing stuffs lately, my eraser, mechanical pencil, highlighter, roller.. gone.. =="

Anyways Introducing my top 10 metal bands :D :
1) Avenged Sevenfold
2) Asking Alexandria
3) Lamb of God
4) Trivium
5) Bullet for My Valentine
6) Killswitch Engange
7) Unearth
8) Shadows Fall
9) Parkway Drive
10) Memphis May Fire

Quote of the post:

Now The Chaos Is All Around Me!
Show Me The Light At The End Of The Tunnel
I Need You To Save Me From Myself
Give Me Something I Can Feel!

-The Sinner; Memphis May Fire

Happy Chinese New Year.. XD

Happy Chinese New Year fellow readers.. (If there's still people reading this).. o.o

So.. on to my Homework List:
Sejarah Notes (V)
Add maths Workbook (V)
Biology worksheets ( )
Study ( )

Aha. XD

This year, the festival was celebrated much similar to the previous years back in the hometown. Hmm.. fireworks? Gamble? Red packets? FOOOOOOD. yeah.. all these sums up what I did there back in B.Mertajam. :D The fact that technology plays a vital role in our life, I brought my laptop back there. LOL. The scene wasn't nice when my parents decided to give me an earlash for being literally glued to it. :P (But hey, I only used it in the day and night only okay. And the wifi wasn't even stable dang it.)

Back home, time to face reality again, piles of homework and assignments, things to clear up.. guitar to practice. Piggies to hug, Girlfriend(s) Woops! :P to miss and take care of. (By saying take care, it means the shower with love thing and not some gang fight thing yeah?) XD It's not like I'm bored or what but, I might need a longer time to escape from the concrete jungle. Life there's much more relaxing compared to daily city life. Back there, there's no need to rush with time.. (I know I know, coz it's holiday) :P

Yes, Exam's going to arrive in a blink of an eye. I bet nobody's really ready yet except.. maybe that John and Xiang. Those 2 asses seriously needed to get kicked man. Hell knows that how much they had studied during the holidays or even during THIS holidays. Imagine yourself having to isolate from the rest and confine urself in the room or toilet to flip encyclopedia of BIOLOGY, PHYSICS, CHEMISTRY. Hell that's gonna be fun when people are playing cards or fireworks outside during the annual CNY celebration.

Well, the truth is that there was actually tuition two days back. And boom, I skipped it. :D Well, my dad allowed it though. According to him, " Who goes to tuition during CNY..? Dafuq?(Ok I added this word on my own :p) " But yeah, who does. O: And why was there tuition in the middle of the holidays man.. serious sheet of mood-ruining lah.

And it's January 27th today, and someone birthday is on. So,

Happy Birthday Bryan Yap aka Bra :D.. A great brother, friend, classmate you are (:

Happy Sweet 17th and stay Gay and Awesome aye? :D



HOI..
CHEE KIT YAN..
YOU STILL HAVEN'T ANSWER ME WHAT WHITE MEANS.. ToT


Song Quote of the Post:
"If you think real beauty's on the outside, well that's a far cry from the truth.." - Lies Of The Beautiful People; Sixx

Lalala..

Ohmai.. Little did I realise my blog songs are so noisy weih.. Freaked myself out when the played while I'm still half alseep.. Am totally awake now as the hardcore melody danced through my senses.

Yesterday was like a dream to me.. Due to the aftermath of the White wine (8.5%) which I took about like 2 glass after 3 hours of basketball. I'm totally lethargic now.. even though after the 9 hours sleep. Pity my legs. From Friday evening, running four rounds of Taman Jaya, Friday Night, Badminton and Tennis playing with family, Saturday, 3 hours of basketball, and later, another Tennis lesson, tomorrow, Biru Training. Hell yeah man..==, I'm so gonna get myself 2 sticks to support myself d. That's about if for yesterday. o.o

Okay, so the 1-week-2-days-only-can-use-internet plan has started. Gonna get used to it until my dad goes to China. HEHEHE. And that will be me being a zombie in school every day. Okay, back to Friday, hmm.. , before the Gerko day started, I had already registered myself in those societies that I want. LOL. After that, I had not much stuffs to do, so decided to walk around with ying.. (xy) and we ended up at the basketball club's counter. and.. Play Ball.

Was there about a long time, shooting hoops with Khai Seong, then we walked into the hall when it's opened. Found xiang, hong, bra, kyan, later on. Oh yeah, and Mr Tee (who wanted to challenge me in international chess) Shit. O: Well, I really know how to play de.. so you watch out Mr Tee. :D Hmm.. let's see, oh yeah, joined UBK, which I passed the interview with some ridiculous answers which really fakap the interviewers. LOL. Anyways, wanna thank Huai Chuang for accompanying me way there.

Kanna for lunch, and running starts at 2.30p.m. Managed my first round around the Taman in 5mins. The second round killed me though.. :X But still managed to finish the walk-jog-run for 4 rounds. Aha. Well, congrats tek who finished all 5. I desperately needed water that time, near dehydration weih..


Hmm.. hopefully you like those 2 small little gifts bah. (X
And meh.. only say thank you ah.. no something else? O.o

Baka.

Tennis.. o.o

What my typical Sunday was supposed to be.. Sleep-Eat-Homework-More Homework-Study-Study HARDER-Basketball-Porn?-Eat-Sleep.

Now due to the addition of Tennis lesson which is suited into my 3-4p.m. So, no more basketball for me on Sunday. (Tired :X, more like lazy to go for 2 sports a day)..



So uhm.. got my first class today. Well, I'm surprised that my coach told me many people could not pick up Tennis directly on the first day. It wasn't that hard lah, he was joking i guess? The basic steps of Tennis was easy to follow. There's all these combinations Over the bridge, Through the tunnel and wipe the window. Lolx. And there you've it, you can play simple Tennis. XD


I had no idea why am I learning this sport too actually. My dad just want me to pick up as many skills as possible lol.. so that, at least you-know-how-to-play-it and won't get screwed by people next time round. Yes, get screwed by people for knowing nothing. ==



And yeah, people started studying d.. I think I cant catch up d.. oh no..

The fuck?

*Just expressing my feelings.. no offenses to anybody.

It's 2.06 p.m. now.. approximately 1/2 hour since I had reached home. Currently onlining from the corner side of the living room in the house, borrowing internet from the neighbour on the opposite side of us (my couz).. Weather's bright blue outside today, filled with clouds, wind blowing hastily. Pretty unlike the feelings of anybody.

Okay, so basically I just wanna confess the truth.. The start of school wasn't the best for me.
Okay.. maybe it was.. for receiving cookies on the first day? Aha.. wasn't expecting that to come tho. So, Thank You Baka. (;

And until that night, I was simply troubled. The fact that, he knows I'm easily jealous or emotionally weak.. posted something not very nice. Which made me ponder a lot.. guessing, twisting, turning and most of all.. thinking hell lots abt her.

This brought me to the past, abt the fight, my arrogance, my mistake which got us separated even til now. Hasn't spoken, trying to speak, but failed. There's a chat.. saying ' you should know who to care about more '.. I do know. But does she know? I don't know. However, whenever I wanna go talk to her, he will always be there. I'm paranoid now.. how am I suppose to care about someone when someone is keeping her distance away.

Emotional much, I can't even mix into the EPC nowadays. Bull shit VP1.. It isn't my fault for not joining you guys. I somehow ruined the mood there. Every time I was there.. someone will keep quiet.. and it will be followed by the rest.. which.. can't be denied. As far as I tried, the only one who I can get along are only a few. Sometimes, I feel really outcasted, it's my problem tho.

Friend isn't a problem.. bt it's a bit unfair to me. Since the day, he told me, you should know who to care about. It really got me thinking until this very time. She told you that, and now she's keep finding you? And how the hell should I care about her when she's constantly finding you. It's not your problem though. It's my jealousy problem at first, bt now, it's neither that anymore. Seems like she's much more happier chatting with you guys.. sometimes I doubt that, did I even make her laugh, or even smile before?

Finding Pei Jean to chat wasn't much of a help, but at least I had a friend to confess to and give advice to. Told her everything, and she feels like im acting like a girl in the relationship and she's the guy. shit, why am I constantly missing her.. thinking of her..and have no idea what she is thinking about..damned it.

I don't know how often you guys visit my blog. If you guys see this, dont take it too seriously. It's always better for me to write out how the fuck I feel. It's so cold now, as 'the warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading' Tears dont fall, BFMV. I have no idea how to buy back time. which I really want to.

And by the way, today Sue Ann jz asked me something..
"Why guys like to break girl's heart?" and for me I feel the different, coz knowing nothing about what you think all these while is already enough to break me down. Because I too.. need someone to care about.

Excuse me.. Imma hug my pillow and cry to sleep.

And tek, I jz wanted to say hi to you, and you just breezed past me. Like no one cares.

Cookies..

Aww.. what a surprise? XD Guess who made some cookies?

Not say lazy de ka?.. Hmm.. how come me got cookies makan on the first day of school geh.. o.o

Haha.. Arigato ne.. The cookies are sweet.. not as sweet as my peppermint tho. :P

Though it is enough for me to sweet die. XD



Me - officially sweet die twice.

03/09/2012

It's 9pm at night now. And it's one day before the start of the once-I-had-dreaded-but-now-looking-forward to school life. Yes.. maybe sitting at home doing nothing is not the kind of the thing I'd like to do during the holidays but well I have no choice. Every year, I might be traveling with families and other families to different tourist spots.. and therefore stolen my chance to get a part time job or maybe a full timer? Yes, I know I'm blessed to be able to travel all over the world but hey, I would rather face the society sometimes eh? See how the real world is like.

Okay, let's see starting from tomorrow, hopefully I can keep myself focus on studies at the same time maintain the usage of the internet and also keep touch with my girl. Well, it isn't hard eh, I proved to myself the last term. Hell yea. Hopefully I'm able to keep the getting in top 10 winning streak alive. But hey, life isn't a bowl full of cherries eh, gotta go work hard on it and only will it bear fruit for ya.

Thank God, I'm not addicted to any shitty online games now on. Been some time since I had last touched my Maple account. My aim to reach lvl 100 was a fail hope. Well, at least I got to the third job for the first time Mapling. Fancy skills indeed. Kudos to Asiasoft for creating such a marvelous online game with great graphics considering that it is a 2-D game. Maybe the next time I'm back, I can try out the new Mercedes Job?

And hopefully, this year, I can be more mature at the same time grow taller. That means, no Spongebob for me and more newspaper for me? No.. there must be some Spongebob.. Well maybe I might wanna learn some ways to actually socialize. Hmm.. still no problems with guys.. but whenever I talk to girls.. *blushes*.. Sigh..

Oh yeah, definitely will miss the moments with JunWei and Lenian in Uncle's car. I'm switching to a new transporter this year. Now being the only guy in the all-girls car I'm so gonna bored out. But then heh, I hope I can bring the heat up for them and make the car chaotic. Hahaha..

So hopefully 2012 will be a splendid year despite the piling pressure and stress on all of us F5 students. Hopefully we can still get crazy all the time. Yeah Epc? Don't stay so cold yeah and come on where's all the highgeiness that we all once used to share?




Hello Kyann XD.. So ready to let me walk you out of school? Will be waiting for you.. (x