The past week was hardly satisfying. In fact, its kind of disastrous.. Nothing went my way in fact. Well, life isn't full of strawberries anyways.
An update about myself just in case some of you are curious.
I'm doing my third sem of A-levels and currently marching towards yet another pit of endless examinations and also graduation. (Might be the only reason for staying alive in A-levels.)
After A-levels, I am pursuing psychology in UK.. and this is probably another reason to stay alive in A-levels.
In conclusion, don't take A-levels if you don't wanna go overseas. It's a waste of time and money.
Back to the topic.
Last week, I hardly manage to win any DotA matches with my friends. I have a higher win rate when I play solo though. However, my W/L gap of 30 significantly dropped. It is really disappointing. Normally, we'd play in teams of 4 and this leaves a slot for the public players. And most of the time, we get shit from those players.
Next, I got rejected by my first-choice uni. University of Bath. Fucking Bath man.. Made me do the research and essay, and reject me at last. I was certain I did okay in the essay.. I am guessing that maybe the course itself drew a lot of applicants - Psychology with Professional Placement.
Actually, without Bath, all the other Unis actually offered me. So, automatically, my next choice in list comes to play. Durham.
I have no hate against Durham. However, it's not really what I was aiming for. It doesn't have work placement firstly.. and they also need IELTS.. which costs up to RM 600. Although to me its affordable, however I am reluctant to even pay half of those sum. According to my friends who have taken it, there's just 3 things to do there. Go and speak, Go and listen, Go and write. Come on la. The cost of printing the question papers is only a few bucks. How can the assessment go up to RM 600. Holishyt man.
Anyways, for going to Uk to study to come to realization, the result is the decision-maker.. not me.
The second sem result is coming out on 6th March.. only a few days from now.
Seriously, I don't mind getting average results, I just don't wanna retake. I'm sick of extra examinations.
One thing I am certain, the main block foyer is going to be flooded by tears of the students.
If I'm gonna cry that day, I hope its the tears of joy.
