Saturday, June 27, 2015

Stuck.

There's always a good side and a bad side for everything. Nothing can be completely beneficial or disruptive, it all depends on how one sees it and perceives it. Therefore, there might be actually no wrong to somebody's thinking and action because to them, it is the right thing to do. The usage of the words 'Human Rights' further enhance this effect, negating the judgement and the condemns of the society towards what we are doing - which can be wrong itself but not in our eye. How many times do we hear advises such as, 'stop smoking, you will have bad health.' Well, to be honest, we are all going to die one day, regardless in an accident, or ultimately out of deteriorating health.

I am not supporting the usage of cigarettes here, rather I want to pinpoint the fact society overemphasize the fact that smoking cigarettes is bad. Since a very young age, I was told by my father to stay away from them as they were bad for health and people get addicted to it. These rather 'wise' words contributed to me thinking that smokers are automatically 'bad people' at that time. Over the years, I have thought about it, why do people still have the idea that smoking is bad entirely?

Just because of health and addiction?

How about shopaholics? How about gamers? How about caffeine addicts?

Why do smokers receive so much attention?

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After 2 weeks in Malaysia, I am dejected at the fact that I am still unable to get an internship or a job. For the internship, it was just wishful thinking that any company in this country would actually offer me an opportunity. First  year student. Psychology student. Joker. The internships that I have applied to did not even have Psychology under their required subjects.

I have also applied to a customer service job, which they have not return to me yet.. fingers crossed man.

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However, to be honest, I just want to relax and meet up with my friends for these 2 months.

Growing mushrooms at home is actually not a bad idea too.

If I am able to get an internship in UK next year, I will be spending 2 straight years there, and hypothetically, if I am able to get a job right after I graduate, it would be a road of no return.

So.. what now?

Sincerely,

Jayden