Deep inside I'm crying..

I don't think there will be a Part 2 for every other posts that says Part 1. My 'feel' and 'touch' to write varies every time and I can't stay consistent on one topic.

Deep inside I'm crying,
Even though I just came back from the Promenade, I just realized it might be the last time seeing my friends this year. I hope I can keep in touch with all of them, but as always, the connection might be stable over the first few years, some connection might be partially then completely cut off. For this is the end of wonderful highschool life with my classmates, known as Ehstrians. We had gone through thick and thin these years, happiness and sorrow. Our spirit as a class has never dampened through these 2 years, although there was some controversy in the past, which we quickly forgotten. Some painful memories gone through us, but it can only bond us closer. This our spirit. Ehstrian's spirit.

People may say other classes are fun. But to me, S3 is more than a class. It's like a family. Ohana means family. Family means that no one is left behind.

This is the end of a wonderful year with my classmates. I'm glad and blessed to be able to mix with every single part of my class and treasure such great friendships. I got my first sleepover in Mei Xin's house. My first dancing performance with Au Yong, PH and the rest of the gang during teacher's day. Rushing for PJPK every PJPK period.

This is what I want to do, such carefree life. Just go to school, tuition, homework, play. That's it. Life seems much more simple in highschool. Probably the only regret for me is to not join the basketball society. The end of the year signifies a beginning of a new life, a new chapter of studying. I'm going to HELP college, and definitely going to meet new friends, put in extra effort in making new friends, and MAYBE, have a connection with someone special. :P But never know, never can I be so sure it will be as smooth as I think.

A new challenge is going to arrive soon. Several chapters of life are going to be added to my thick sketchbook. The sketchbook already filled with bits and parts of memories of my Ehstrians friends.

The sketchbook of life and memories.




Welcome to my alter-ego, the emotional side of me.